been working remotely and it feels like every day is the cot damn same. i know i'm fortunate to work in my pajamas but it's so cot damn boring by now. the only entertainment in my area is going to the fukking grocery store or shopping for clothes. practically everything else is closed and it's cold af where i live. i also live with a family member who is higher risk so i am not really doing much in the outside world for fear of getting the cuckrona and bringing it home.

i find motivation hard right now and for whatever reason my anxiety has been ramped up. no motivation to work out, read, or do anything fun. been basically working and watching tv srs. fukking pitiful.

any advice to stop being such a *******?

SRS replies only pls, will poverty rep when i get the chance.

Ya that sounds like chit, lucky for me I've been going to bars pretty much whole time, gym, and topgolf every week. Pretty normal here but still have to wear mask at grocery store

I was ok at the start around March-August but over winter my motivation dropped to zero. Erg workouts were getting worse and I just felt fatigued and tired. Started taking regular Vit D/K2 and using an SAD lamp and its been helping somewhat.

My highlight since lockdown started in the UK again this month was going to the ****ing opticians lol. I'm living with my folks who are in their 60s and my dad was recently diagnosed with ALS so I've had to be extra cautious as well.

My motivation is to just keep hustling and finding side projects to focus on. Thinking about that new car and first property which I'll be getting this or next year.