I genuinely don't believe i'll find a better a girl than my ex. Everyone says just "self improve bro" "read books bro" "just go to the gym bro" "focus on you bro" and the "girls will come"

This hasn't happened.

I genuinely believe i won't find someone as good as my ex. She was just the most fun loving girl ever. She was so caring and sweet and would do anything for me. She mothered me as well. Like this one time she bought me ear buds and started cleaning my ears because they were waxxy. She was always buzzing around cleaning or cooking. Always hyped. So caring and loving. Would cook for me as well. She was willing to do anything in bed for me as well. Had an ass i could eat any time.

She was the best. I know it's a joke to say that but she really was. I mean she was like a little servant that would just do anything for me and love bomb me and never speak up. Unfortunately her lack of self esteem and inability to communicate lead to the downfall.

bumped

forever depressed about it.

Your vibe is low bro. You won’t attract anyone with this mindset.

Keep your focus on the future and present, rarely the past. Always. Get to a place where you’re happy being you, then start an approach strategy for meeting new girls.