I don't know if I'm the only person who feels this way but every time a pr0nstar dies from an overdose or whatever It always hits me.

Like I understand how it's crazy that these chicks justified to themselves that it was a good idea to get fukt on camera for money, how most have severe mental issues stemming from abuse or neglectful fathers etc. Considering we have busted nuts to these women so many times, it does have an effect on you at least subconsciously. If you bust a nut to someone, your mind has created a pleasure peak to someone and that is special. When you have a good time with your friends/family etc your mind makes memories as there was a pleasure peak somewhere (bonding with society, tribalism etc) that links with our subconscious mind. It's a similar feeling to being on a roller coaster etc. Whether you like to or not, you will remember the fact you did bust a load to these women and it will affect you even though you pretend it doesn't.

I didn't feel much when Michael Jackson died, Burt Reynolds, or Mac Miller died but when August Ames died It hit me pretty hard.

Another big loss:
Shyla Stylez

For the personally though the hardest death to deal with was Yurizan Beltran:

She was always such a cutie in her videos and would laugh and smile in her scenes. I would always fantasize about having a girlfriend like Yurizan, coming home from work and she would come and jump to give me a hug etc and laugh at my jokes. There was a good scene with her and Johnny Sins where they both genuinely look like they're having fun, and the cheeky expressions of pleasure and satisfaction while she's squirting over his rock hard dick are the stuff of dreams that every man wishes they can give and experience with their SO one day.

And now she's fuken dead rotting under the ground

Order of importance of deaths for me:

My Family > My own life > P0rnstars > Friends > Famous scientists and activities > Hollywood Celebrities