Since about 2017 My life has gotten worse. Sure, i've learned many things and have had some experienes but overall I feel as if my life has gotten worse. I've been living in my own misery for such a long time I'm thinking about just hitting the restart button and developing a self improvement routine: no fap, cold showers, reading daily, studying daily and so on.

I've done that before but i just don't have the motivtion to do it again. But i know i need to hit the reset button of my life or just acccept but a loser which i seem content todo now.

Did you recover?

You mean about 95% of people? Lol.

well social media, misc, internet, everyone seems to be making gains, becoming better, money, and so on

?

ive been rotting for 13 years

there is no reset. you either make it or you dont. and not many people make it. either deal with pleb life or find the nearest exit.

Everyone is happy on social media Ive seen all the pics of happy people

But eve non misc everyone maing 100k, making gains and so on

My life has gotten worse over time .

Yes. But it shouldn't have. I have an amazing wife who literally is my best friend and who men would kill for to get the things she does in bed. My kids are great, ded srs. I make $100k with no debt except a house and leasing a car. My mortgage is $1230/month on a six figure salary. I shouldn't be miserable.

But I hate my job and I hate the winter in Colorado. Problem is I'm 38. Turn 39 in October. It feels like it's too late to leave my full pention by sticking it out vs only a partial pension them starting over somewhere else and again only work long enough for a partial pension. Starting somewhere else would automatically mean a starting pay far less than my $100k psych. I honestly can't figure out the answer

Your life has gotten better (salary, wife, kids and so on) over time

you just seem depressed about your situation /job siutation

Why do you hate your job? So many people blame their job when the problem is really outside your job or internal. If you are just taking your money and paying bills and saving with it and you dont get any joy from the money you make then you will hate your job. If you can start doing stuff with that money that will make you happy then you should get more joy out of the job that gives you the money to do those things. Maybe fix the other part of your life, make sure you're happy when you're not at work before you blame work and **** up your whole future leaving a good paying job with good pension.

I can imagine your life sucks if you are a full time wageslave with a mortgage. Uncuck yourself, time > money.

how?

i always see this advice given... oh just do better oh just get a new job... saying it like it so easy to switch up and make more. that is not reality.

Everything changed in 2012

Was a downward spiral after my oneitis left me but has gotten better since I started takingNardila week ago.

Every year my life gets a little worse srs.