You ever watch really fukked up true crime shows?

Been listening to a podcast called monsters on YouTube. It's the most fukked up stories, just finished one about a lady who starved her 10 year old step child to death and then convinced the dad to try and burn the body to hide evidence because she was already on probation for abusing the child and didn't want to go to prison....

Watched forensic file type shows for for a while but it's too tame and doesnt hold my attention. I know it's not good to watch this chit but it's like watching a train wreck and addicting.