I remember when I was in my late teens and early 20s I thought I was a gangster because I listened to rap music and drank alcohol and sold some of dat der. who else did the same?

I mean there was a three day period after college where I was seeing this LTC girl thinking I had found a unicorn but then we went to dinner and lo and behold we get back and she hangs a funky monkey tail that must have been the diameter of a pringles can because the inside of my toilet looked like the aftermath of a chocolate camaro burnout

Damn it feels good to be a gangsta
A real gangsta-ass ***** plays his cards right
A real gangsta-ass ***** never runs his ****ing mouth
'Cause real gangsta-ass *****s don't start fights
And *****s always gotta high cap
Showing all his boys how he shot 'em
But real gangsta-ass *****s don't flex nuts
'Cause real gangsta-ass *****s know they got 'em
And everything's cool in the mind of a gangsta
'Cause gangsta-ass *****s think deep
Up three-sixty-five ayo 24/7
'Cause real gangsta-ass *****s don't sleep
And all I gotta say to you
Wannabe, gonnabe, cock sucking, pussy-eating pranksters
Is when the fire dies down what the **** you gonna do
Damn it feels good to be a gangsta

I mean I’m Italian and grew up in the tri-state area, so although my grandfather came here tj run from the Mob and I turned down being asked tj take an oath more than one occasion. I could never avoid it entirely because of the way it goes. So no I don’t think I’m gangster I got the omertà tat just for the 443 nsa investigation. Doesn’t mean I pursue interests that aren’t valuable to the nsa, if they’re not I ignore them entirely but I don’t participate in them either. I’m just me

As far back as I can remember, I always wanted to be a gangster. To me, being a gangster was better than being President of the United States. Even before I first wandered into the cabstand for an after-school job, I knew I wanted to be a part of them. It was there that I knew that I belonged. To me, it meant being somebody in a neighborhood that was full of nobodies. They weren't like anybody else. I mean, they did whatever they wanted. They double-parked in front of a hydrant and nobody ever gave them a ticket. In the summer when they played cards all night, nobody ever called the cops.

My neighborhood had "mini gangs". (Big fukin neighborhood) We had a crew of measly 10 around 16yo.. nobody took us seriously (srs). Eventually just became a graffiti crew with 5 elements of hiphop as our way of life. Probably grew to 30 members. Threw big parties for $$ . I was a DJ cause I sucked at Graffiti. TGK crew bro (srs)