I lost my dad two months ago after a long and painful disease and since then I've become a crier. It's like sadness just became a part of me. It's weird 'cause I never used to cry before that. I mean I'm not depressed just kinda sad, my daily life is pretty much normal as it was before but then, just out of the blue sometimes I cry and feel sad af.

The other day I was with a girl in my home, just chilling after sex and just like that, my mood changed and I started crying. I just couldn't control it. She was very empathic tho but I felt so weird, I've never cried in front of a girl before. Well maybe in front of my ex but that's different 'cause we were together many years.

So like I said, during the day I usually feel well enough but I feel like sadness it's just around the corner.
Maybe I just need to accept that this chitty feeling is never gonna go away IDK.

thats sad
losing a parent
can have a major effect on emotions
dont be harsh on yourself.

Losing a parent is tough but toughen the fukk up. Mourning time is over. Man up.

Takes time brah.
Hang in there.

Go write about it in a journal and do something you used to enjoy with your dad. Let it go and get back to being yourself.

Hear ye, hear ye, OP is a *******.

Thx bro but Im tired of crying in front of people. I just wanna control it till I get home at least.I know youre right. My dad would have said the same.Thx. I will.Thats actually pretty good advice. thx broIam at the moment and I hate it.

It happens OP. Big losses in your life are often accompanied by periods where you aren't quite able to hold in your emotions for a while.

It'll come in waves that are less and less frequent and before you know it you'll be alright. Nothing wrong with crying like a little bitch every once in a while as long as it doesn't become something you do regularly.

Thats rough brah. Don’t knock yourself for being human.

i would say do something good
honouring your love to your father
a donation,volunteering,..etc

as for uncontrolable crying
i have red a study about infants
and them crying without a reason
and found out that it may be linked to microbe's
in your digestive tract[srs], it may be incoherent since the study
was dedicated to infants having gasterintestinal disease
https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-017-15404-7

1- take some probiotics
2-sleep enough and eat healthy,in tough times force your self and add many food flavouring [onion and garlic powder,olive oil,honey..etc]
3-look into saintworht and 5htp
4-atleast walk/jogg for 3-7k steps per day to release your endorphins

As long as you do it while alone and never tell a soul, it isnt a problem.

But weeping in front of women is not it.