My friend and I have been friends for a while but have been good friends, like talking everyday and hanging out for a little over a year now, I’ve always had a crush on her but I didn’t want it to ruin our friendship.

About a week ago I told her my true feelings for her and she reacted well, she said it was the sweetest thing anyone had ever told her and she said she teared up. Yesterday was the first time we’ve hung out since then, after getting some lunch we went back to her place and we’re just sitting there on her couch when she asks me if she can ask me a question, then proceeds to ask if I really meant what I said, I said of course I did and repeated that she’s the most beautiful girl I’ve seen in my life. Before I knew it we were kissing, I’m not the most experienced with girls and this was my first kiss, she then climbed onto my lap and like straddled me while kissing me. This was apparently all too much for me as I came in my jeans, I immediately got up and said I had to go and basically ran out of her house.

I’ve never been more embarrassed by anything in my life, she had to have known what happened since there was a huge wet spot on my jeans and possibly on her too...I really need to know what to do here, I don’t know if I can ever face her again.

Try men?

buy a 12 inch
dildo and wreck her
rectum,spend christmass with her
in the hospital discussing anoplasty

I want to be leaf. Be honest with her and tell her what happened. You'll probably get another chance. If you don’t, nothing will have changed. You have virtually nothing more to lose now.

Best move would have been to stay and mess around until you were ready to go again. Probably would have been pretty soon.

I would send this into Seventeen Magazine embarrassing moments column so you can get on the cover.