I had a few relationships (mostly casual short term) in my 20s and for all of them when it ended I either felt nothing or felt sad for a few days, maybe a week or 2, but then it was gone and I was back to normal. Except for one. She was the sweet kind both in personality and appearance and actually loved me. I loved her too, but my mind was at war thinking I'm too young to settle down, I want to go out clubbing and sleep with different girls. After a year and a half I impulsively broke up telling her I'm not ready to settle down.

From that moment on I had a sadness in me that never left. Constant flashbacks thinking of those idyllic times when we went biking in the mountains and other memories. Everything I did just felt like I was trying to escape it. I went out clubbing and tried meeting different girls, but it didn't heal the sadness in me. I started regretting it hugely and 3 months later I tried contacting her but she was already dating another guy and didn't respond. Now 7 years later I still have that pain inside me, but it's less intense. I think it's a wound that will never heal for as long as I live. Let this be a lesson to you.

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Man up phaggot

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Nice!!!

had a cute *** gf break up w/me 8yrs ago this october.

bangin body, good personality but kinda a sloot deep down. miss'er sometimes but shes somebody elses problem.