Was hella addicted to gaming during covid. PvP is legit the worst cuz I get high off mogging noobs. And when I lose, I turn into a fkn maniac practicing and studying replays to beat the mfer that owned me.

Ended up quitting for 4 months and felt fkn amazing. Got back into the gym and reset my dopamine receptors, etc.

I thought I fixed the addiction issue to I decided to start gaming again two day ago. Holy shiet was this a mistake. Ended up playing 20+ hours. Got mad over a loss and I just stood in the shower wondering why I lost. Punched the wall and my knuckle are sore af. I'm never gaming again srs.

You would feel the same way about sex so don’t worry so much about it boyo

It’s been over decade or since I’ve been involved in PVP gaming. One of my favorite things to do was grind out a class with a name/costume that looks like my main(s). Then I’d wait for a fuker to mog me while I am just growing. I’d come back with a main belonging to the nastiest pvp guild in the game, look identical, and wreck that player.


Then I got bored of it and realized I should be making more money instead.

What game?

But yeah in my gaming days I was super competitive too, and would get pissed off if I lost. lol I'm over that now though.

Even in COD for example I'd get pissed if I didn't have the highest score in the lobby on every metric with at least a 3kd. Even if I won I'd be annoyed lol

Depends on the pvp game

Of course games like cod are dog**** with their p2p connections and arena nonrealistic physics.

Something like dayz thats slower pace and methodical is fair.

Its why I quit games like cod. Even back when battlefield was prime, it still had problems with people camping vehicles, teams being unbalanced, stealing enemy vehicles so theyd never respawn and 2v0 the enemy instead of 1v1.

You just gotta try other games bro. Maybe try ground branch, or a different genre. Ive been chilling on black desert lately. And the skill ceiling is so high even low geared people can still assassinate high geared people if played well.