I'll turn 29 next month

Not sure if I should be worried about low test or if it's just natural to feel this as I get older.

Mirin

piram pls

u still get nervous around sloots?

ik from ur history, u used to bang lots of em

I was fuked up on drugs when i racked up most my bc. I didnt feel chiet.

But sober yeah. It depends though. If im looking good, clean haircut, clean clothes, cologne. Im good.
If i got something to be ashamed of the nerves are there.

Sometimes i get psychological with it. I might feel ashamed because im not being good company.
We all got bad days and chit, bad weeks. So when a gal comes up to me then all smiling & bubbly, then im a moody kunt zero jokes zero charisma. Ill feel ashamed about it & get nerves, skip the whole deal & get mad FOMO later.

I aint one of those dudes who can just flip a switch & turn into a ladies man i have to be in the mood

Could be low test or it could be that you’re becoming more confident

The more sloots I banged my confidence rose and was less nervous around them

u should try semen retention

the jokes and charisma just come out subconsciously when u don't bust ur nut for 5+days srsyea i just dont give af about sloots anymore

part of it has to do with redpill/blackpill too tho lol knowing these amerithots are crazy

Nah im a nut srs. I got BPD, the mood is whatever it chooses to be.


Im on the same boat with u doe, im compensatin the bpd by not allowing love feels. I dont give a fuk.
If i start jestermaxxing i get a favourite person & she breaks my heart. I need to be stone cold lol

As you age you stop giving a chit.



"social anxiety" goes the fukc away when you've got more important things to deal with than "oh does this random person I don't know think highly of me?".


middle schoolers most important thing in the entire world is if Sally likes him. which cheerio flavor to eat for breakfast isn't important.


Chad's most important thing at 30 is if the last sale goes through and he gets half a mil. If that sloot he sees at the bar for 10 mins "doesn't like him" isn't important.

same. i realized they are mostly boring sloots