Gonna fail at this fukin job too

Damn I am so weak and pathetic

Don’t wanna go in tomorrow

Having second thoughts and I am still in training

What the fuk is wrong with me

Having intense dread just thinking about it

Omg fuuuuk me


Being homeless would be better than this

Being dead would be better than this


You know what it is? It’s the social situations that are truly unbearable. I cannot be expected to endure this chit like a normal person.


It is cruel and unusual punishment for someone as autistic or weird as me to be forced to endure social situations


This is torture



Why can’t I get a job working in a cave? Or a mine? Something in the dark all alone, all by myself???

What's the job?

Sorry to hear, man. I guess try to think of a situation that would be more bearable and work towards that. I don't know what else to say.

Well, if you were a coincel, you'd be free somewhere in the next 2 years. Instead you chose to get cucked by Mr. Shekelstein.

Sucks to be you.

It doesnt matter what job I do, I suck at all of them and have sucked at all of them my entire life srs

What a loser

If it involves social interaction or thinking or doing anything then I suck at it

You used to look so outgoing and happy in your old videos. Fuuark...what happened mayne

Don’t say that, it makes me sad to think about

That person was just a dumb stupid idiot though

It's alright. Some people were just born to lose.

You could easily find a job in a cave or a mine

Nah, I'm old and an idiot. Keeps me sane. No jobs around you that you can do alone more or less? Truck driving? I mean look at savagepsychojoe. That dude was a literal retard I think

I should just accept it

You’re over thinking it

Just don’t care if you fail

You are suffering a lot right now. You actually could be close to a breakthrough srs

Like the poster said above, it sounds like you may be overthinking it. Hang in there brah.

sounds so very IT

Go work in a factory. You don't have to socialize if you don't want, and you're stuck on a machine doing repetitive chit all day.

If you see yourself as a loser then you're creating that reality for yourself and that's all you'll ever be

One thing all depressed fgts have in common is they have zero self worth

Absolutely this.

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Turn that discontent into Rage / Anger OP.

Rage / Anger is useful for forward motion and actually doing something about the state of your life.

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Are your Body & Mind maximized my brother?

It is very difficult to be down when you're exuding energy; DO IT!

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Ultimately OP.

Be a Bitch, Live like a Bitch, and Die Like a Bitch.

or

Do Whatever it Takes to Sincerely Enjoy Your Life and Live How You Please.

( Train Body, Train Mind, Live Truthfully, Explore, Refine All your Life Relationships, Do All In Mind, Develop Harmony in All Areas of Life . | etc. )


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No one can care for you.

Begin at the Body.

When you exude energy, it is literally life fore to be used for however you please.

Literally more loving, creative, all things wonderful etc. etc.

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Blessings brother.

All on you OP.

Stay strong. Love you bro.

cmon mane your mighty German ancestors are rolling in their strudel listening to this

Go down to the local mart and buy out their milk section. Wipe the dust off the katana and get that shirt off. Go out on the back porch and re live the glory days. Sounds like you need to find some form of meditation and practice it daily. It isn't this big of a deal what ever it is, relax, move with intention and don't be scared of failure, failure brings opportunity to learn.

Sleep it off boyo, we all gonna make it