Bought a CRT for retro gaming. Looks like shyt

I swear gaming as a kid on my old TV didn't look this bad

I bought the same model CRT TV as the once I had back in the day and it is blurry, bright and grainy a bit. Pretty sure it was crystal clear when I used to play the PS2 on my old CRT back in 2003

Is nostalgia blinding me or indeed the CRT I bought defective a bit.

Asking just to know if I need to put effort in finding a decent CRT