I really want to have a nice body

Is that so bad? Some say it's vanity, being self absorbed.. I think lots of people judge people that are really ripped and in good shape. I felt when I got kinda fat like dad bod style that people were a bit nicer to me, but maybe it's in my head. Idk man it's just like a personal goal of mine to see how ripped and athletic I can get before I die. I'm in my 30's now so it's kinda a now or never kinda thing, don't think it's gonna be easier once I get in my 40's and 50's.