Shambles dawg.
Ive been trying to kick it w new ladies but i cant w they chit. I can smash but theres no feels.
Im always thinking about my ex from yrs ago that im reconnected with.
Im emotionally unavailable to that sloot. Been for a LONG time & its pissing me the **** off.
I got unconditional love from her & she was the best. Now she wont give me a chance anymore & lets be real she took some dinks since we were together so shes not the pure innocent sloot she used to be.
But i still cant get over it.
Idk what to do man.
I cant get interested in other women. They just dont stack up after her. I feel like im wasting my fkn life & i am.
Im supposed to catch a new girl get engaged or smth but no im thinking about this fat hoor & its ruining my life
I wasnt trauma bonded it was just the perfect scenario, i blew it & now you cant find that chit anymore its too late everybody got baggage & is rundown