What’s your motivational fuel?

You know, when you feel lazy or for days where you don’t want to do anything. Or even feeling like you can’t do it? For me, it’s a Japanese girl I fell in love with 2 years ago. She was so unbelievably perfect and put up with so many flaws and my lack of improving myself. Felt like we were from two different lives. She was the one that I lost. When I wake up and feel lazy, or feel weak, I remind myself of her. And I’m fueled with motivation to be the man who could make a girl like that happy. I don’t know if I’ll ever get that chance again bros, but I can’t afford to **** it up if I do. Losing her turned me straight and it’s my fuel to own the day everyday.
7. Goals in life:
1. Phuck a girl from every country.
2. Impregnate foreign sloots and flee the country
3. Achieve spiritual/physical and sexual enlightenment
4. Live in Tuscany. There I will share a passionate encounter with an olived skinned, curly haired, italian goddess
5. Learn Spanish/Italian/Russian and Arabic
6. Become a buddhist monk and go awol in the Himalayan mountains
7. Live in Egypt for a year, where I would spend many nights plowing the allah out of Egyptian goddesses