Didn't leave the house at all this weekend until this evening to get some groceries because I was running low

Had left my phone in the car all weekend too

Zero calls or texts

Checked my email too

Zero emails except for some spam stuff in the junk folder

Got a coffee at the drive thru this late at night when returning from grocery shopping because I don't have to be up for a job tomorrow

Drank it alone in the car in the parking lot while listening to some music

40 and it's almost like I don't exist with how disconnected I am from the world

But I'm used to it and socializing/working/being in a relationship would actually feel weird now because of how long I've been this way

Well as long as you’re out there consooming

Buying groceries and takeaway coffee and petrol

Nobody really cares what else you do

Smugness intensifies