Its like i had the chance to achieve great things but choked or came up short at all times. Its like god hates me and isnt giving me a clear vision of whether or not im a loser or a winner. Im in the DMZ of life. At least when you know youre a ****ing loser and its over, you act and think accordingly so its easy. This is why i like listening to people that come up short who had some wins like maven who botched his dropkick, but he didnt win and get to the top. Its like being silver medal and never getting gold ever. Ive failed at everything but im not exactly a loser either which is the strange thing. But if i was a loser id know its over and id give up for good.