Being fat ruined my life

That was the problem the whole time and why i had low self esteem. The mental scars are still there from all the exclusion. But looking back, if i was lean, none of this **** would have appened. TO put into perspective i weigh less now than i did when i was in high school. And im still fat. So ive got more fat cells to lose. BAck in high school though, people left me alone and even hbad two girls like me and give me her number when i did a cut for few months around when i joined this forum and then i bulked again and ruined it.