Girl I ended it with 7 months ago lives in my head rent-free

I kept her around on my leash for 1.5 yrs. Some of the best sex of my life and she was a submissive sex addict. She was my personal sex toy that I did everything and anything with every week for 1.5 yrs so we had a lot of fun and she got along well.

But as you can guess, her sex obsessed nympho side comes with a sloot past and high body count. I just couldn’t see myself getting into anything serious with her even though she kept asking me. Us parting ways was the right choice for both I guess. Since we ended, I slept with 8 other girls for casual fun and those helped fill the void and dry spell but I’m alone with my thoughts at the end of it all.

Last time I talked to her was in April when she texted me and she came over, and we’ve been no contact since. I need to find a new girl but I’m focused on finding a LTR/wife type material instead of fkin around and haven’t found anyone I’m interested in yet so that girl still lives in my head rent-free as I think about all the chit we did in bed