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post 1632017513 02-21-2021, 09:53 PM
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Originally Posted By Harry362
Benzos are extremely dangerous and you can die from withdrawal. They aren’t meant to be used consistently, just for acute attacks and even then we are prescribing hydroxyzine instead. SSRI to manage the anxiety first line
Hydroxyzine did nothing but turn me into a non-functioning zombie. Gabapentin is much more helpful in my withdrawal. It makes me sleepy, though, just not as sleepy as hydroxyzine.

They also have me taking Lamictal, Buspar, Abilify and Lexapro to help with the withdrawal.
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post 1632018023 02-21-2021, 10:00 PM
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks
What are Benzos? I know they are pills but like what?

Is ***** a benzo? I had a prescription for that years ago after a panic attack but I never filled it.
Yes.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Benzodiazepine
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post 1632018113 02-21-2021, 10:01 PM
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Originally Posted By DustinTheHuss
Hydroxyzine did nothing but turn me into a non-functioning zombie. Gabapentin is much more helpful in my withdrawal. It makes me sleepy, though, just not as sleepy as hydroxyzine.

They also have me taking Lamictal, Buspar, Abilify and Lexapro to help with the withdrawal.
Benadryl works better than anything else in my opinion.
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post 1632018293 02-21-2021, 10:03 PM
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks
Jesus

Don’t you want to stop all that??

I’m so glad I never got into meds. I don’t take anything. If I have pain which is only very occasionally then I take some OTC Advil. That’s all.
I'm trying to get off of the controlled substance Klonipan. It's like ***** but it's a slower acting version so it's not as addictive. The other drugs are helping me as I have severe anxiety that makes me non-functional (i.e. bedridden). My doctor plans to get me off many of the other drugs once I'm off of the Klonipan. That's the most important now because the DEA is on his ass.
Originally Posted By DizzySmalls
Benadryl works better than anything else in my opinion.
I tried it when I went off of benzos and it didn't help with the burning skin and the anxiety. It just made me sleepy. Those could have been the withdrawal symptoms that benadryl couldn't touch.
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post 1632018413 02-21-2021, 10:05 PM
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Originally Posted By DustinTheHuss
I tried it when I went off of benzos and it didn't help with the burning skin and the anxiety. It just made me sleepy. Those could have been the withdrawal symptoms that benadryl couldn't touch.
My main issue was restlessness. Like the sensation of needing to alter something or do something to make things better, like when nausea causes you to reorient or writhe a bit. Benadryl allowed me to just sit

Literally nothing will fix the anxiety without just dosing again, your chemistry is stacked against you.
post 1632018493 02-21-2021, 10:06 PM
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks
Jesus I think you should stop everything if you can manage to still be okay. That list is complete craziness.
I can't stop all of those and be OK. Almost all of them require slow tapers and withdrawal symptoms. I'm withdrawing from one at a time.

Just stopping Klonipan cold turkey could kill you. That's why they have me on anti-seizure meds as well. Yeah it's quite a cocktail. It's a nightmare to manage all of these prescriptions.
post 1632018513 02-21-2021, 10:07 PM
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Originally Posted By DustinTheHuss
I can't stop all of those and be OK. Almost all of them require slow tapers and withdrawal symptoms. I'm withdrawing from one at a time.

Just stopping Klonipan cold turkey could kill you. That's why they have me on anti-seizure meds as well. Yeah it's quite a cocktail.
What made you decide to stop? You were on for long enough that I'd expect you to just be a lifer.
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Originally Posted By DizzySmalls
What made you decide to stop? You were on for long enough that I'd expect you to just be a lifer.
I hoped to be a lifer after 17 years, but the DEA got after my doctor to get me off of it.

I'm not a fan of the DEA for doing this to people like me who weren't abusing the drugs. I always took my prescribed dose.
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Originally Posted By DustinTheHuss
I hoped to be a lifer after 17 years, but the DEA got after my doctor to get me off of it.
If you don't want to discontinue, tell your doctors to fist themselves and buy a lifetime supply of diclazepam for $500. They're pretty much indistinguishable.
post 1632018643 02-21-2021, 10:10 PM
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Originally Posted By DizzySmalls
If you don't want to discontinue, tell your doctors to fist themselves and buy a lifetime supply of diclazepam for $500.
LOL. And my lifetime is shorter since I'm in my late 40s.
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Originally Posted By DustinTheHuss
LOL. And my lifetime is shorter since I'm in my late 40s.
Diclaz is pretty much indistinguishable from clonazepam in effects and subjective feel. It's really cheap and not illegal.
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Originally Posted By DizzySmalls
Diclaz is pretty much indistinguishable from clonazepam in effects and subjective feel. It's really cheap and not illegal.
I had no idea. On spread for measly reps!
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Benzos and cough syrup combo hnnng
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Originally Posted By RoachJohnBlano
Benzos and cough syrup combo hnnng
That's not a good mix.

I had a 28 year old friend of the family die of heroin. I just remembered that, as it happened in November. Very sad to die so young.
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A lot of the time people don't know that the stuff they are taking is laced with ********. This happened to rapper Mac Miller. His dealer didn't even know the pills he sold Mac were laced with ********. Another gift from China that makes its way to the U.S. either thru the Mexican border or USPS. ******** is much more profitable than any other drug and it is much more easily concealed because a little bit of it goes a long way when it comes to pressing pills.
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Originally Posted By skier!
I was supposed to take 4 a day (every 6 hours) + 600 mg Advil. Not hard to see how people get addicted
Should be illegal to prescribe that much
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I don't keep track of anyone from hs, but I am curious to know how many went down because of opiods.

I know of 1
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I lost a cousin in law (combat veteran) just a few months ago to Opiods.

I cant even count the number of soldiers hat I've known or known indirectly that have gone through the following cycle:

Iraq/Afghanistan + PTSD + VA hospital + Opioids + settlement check from the military for PTSD which enables them to buy more illegal opioids which turns into a Heroin addiction and then ends in death
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My girl Brook died Dec 18th, 2018 from ********.

My boy Luke died Oct 7th, 2020 from ********, I was his pallbearer. Extremely difficult day for me, it was all a horrible accident. I think of him every single day.

I curse the ones responsible. Curse their ancestors and their descendants forever.
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Originally Posted By AtomicVeggie
And who is that?
McKinsey finally settled for $573 Million over their role in the opioid crisis a few weeks ago. Note that this is ~2x the amount paid by the Sackler family, who made billions in profits off of opioids. I think this is most notable because it's really the first time legal liability shatters the distance McKinsey puts between its advice and its clients’ actions.

I also tend to think that as long as NA remains free of dues or fees, personal responsibility is a thing. Addiction is tragic and very sad and I will also never stop being mad that addicts have destroyed pain management for people who need it.
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The sad part is that you can easily google what kind of dose or how much in a 24 hour period of any substance will end up killing you yet people don't take the time to do that and end up dead because of it. This is of course in reference to ones created in a lab and not on the street/trap house which could be literally anything.
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks
That family might go down altogether because someone needs to take the fall for this.
I don't know. Of course they acted like fukheads, but I'm just sick to death of people putting their bad decisions on other people. Every story seems to start the same way, "I got a prescription for (fill in the blank) when I hurt my (fill in the blank). I was supposed to take two pills twice a day, but I was worried that wouldn't be enough AKA I acted like a retard and now someone else needs to pay." Give me a break. Totally owning that this is my own character defect and resentment towards addicts, but it's still how I feel.
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Haven't used hard drugs in over six years. Seems like I got out just in time before this ******** plague happened. Scary chit. I don't care how deep a hole you get yourself in....if you genuinely want to get clean and change your life, you'll do what you have to do to make it happen.
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How did a thread about childhood friends dying of heroin morph into a thread about a crazy fat old lady hooked on benzos? And her alter ego that somehow dodged that bullet but won't shut up about it?
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