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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
I think he's another "A" type of alt as all he does is jump in to threads to make quips about getting strippers instead of girlfriends and about me and you.Why are you always talking about me. Creepy srs.
02-22-2021, 09:33 AM
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
When you literally can't work and are in hell 24/7 due to the worst anxiety known to man with severe chest, stomach pain and feeling like you have 10 million bumble bees in your body, and your heart pounding 24/7, you will crawl to any relief. It's human nature. If a pill from a doctor provides relief, you take it.Yes I think there is responsibility on all sides. Addicts for taking drugs. Doctors for pushing drugs. Purdue for making and pushing drugs. Government for not better regulating this.
The doctors role might be the scariest. Of all parties doctors are the ones who you’d like to think have genuine concern for their patients health. Looking back now I can’t believe I had doctors offering me drugs. Thank god I never took them.
Idk but the whole thing is just sick. On all sides. Everyone has responsibility.
The doctors role might be the scariest. Of all parties doctors are the ones who you’d like to think have genuine concern for their patients health. Looking back now I can’t believe I had doctors offering me drugs. Thank god I never took them.
Idk but the whole thing is just sick. On all sides. Everyone has responsibility.
It's hard to describe to those who haven't gone through it. Think about the panic attack you had, but then it won't go away and is with you all of the time.
Luckily you didn't take ***** long term as it's one of the most highly addictive benzos. You can get hooked on those after a couple of weeks of use.
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02-22-2021, 09:37 AM
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02-22-2021, 09:43 AM
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
He doesn't like older women dating younger men at all and used to make negative comments towards Legz, too, but then she got a boyfriend and he said Congratulations, which shocked me.Yes he seems obsessed with us idk why.
And he was in the Matches dating thread even though he has no interest in dating.
He seems to hate women other than for hookup sex.
And he was in the Matches dating thread even though he has no interest in dating.
He seems to hate women other than for hookup sex.
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
Oh OK sorry I shouldn't have assumed.Yeah I know the feeling because I have had severe anxiety and panic attacks. I never took the ***** at all though. I never filled the prescription.
Maybe mine was so bad as I couldn't function. I didn't want to leave the house and it caused me to make terrible mistakes at work. I started thinking I couldn't go on and tried non medication ways of handling it for 2 years like meditation, yoga, etc., but nothing worked so I finally went with the medication. But now that the DEA has clamped down I'm a mess.
Yes we all have personal responsibility as I crave the opiates given to me after surgeries and my broken face, but I know that the end all is to jump to street drugs and I don't want to do that. Thus, I ignore the cravings for them. Once I threw them away.
02-22-2021, 10:00 AM
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dat dopamine rush.
sadly these single mom raised kids don't realize going on vacation, sex and hobbies can give u that same rush without the danger.
but hey, people want that rush NOW. Except, there's always a downside to everything. Hanging wiht losers who do it doesn't help.
sadly these single mom raised kids don't realize going on vacation, sex and hobbies can give u that same rush without the danger.
but hey, people want that rush NOW. Except, there's always a downside to everything. Hanging wiht losers who do it doesn't help.
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02-22-2021, 10:08 AM
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Originally Posted By redraider86⏩
yeah they sold the oxy as this new "miracle drug" that won't cause addiction and had commercials etc. and of course pain patients were glad to know there was a new drug that will help them.I don't know. Of course they acted like fukheads, but I'm just sick to death of people putting their bad decisions on other people. Every story seems to start the same way, "I got a prescription for (fill in the blank) when I hurt my (fill in the blank). I was supposed to take two pills twice a day, but I was worried that wouldn't be enough AKA I acted like a retard and now someone else needs to pay." Give me a break. Totally owning that this is my own character defect and resentment towards addicts, but it's still how I feel.
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
I feel like Lucy is about to kick me out of the Matches thread as I post too much in there, so I was thinking of starting my own thread in the RH. I know that spammer wants your threads in the RH. The RH is kind of dead, though. I also didn’t know what to title it lol.Yeah I miss the Matches thread but Lucy kicked me out lol.
I do think Matches is getting to be a smaller and smaller group of only likeminded people agreeing with each other. Sometimes it’s pages of people just agreeing and patting each other on the back. Diversity of opinions and more posters with different view points would be better imo.
I do think Matches is getting to be a smaller and smaller group of only likeminded people agreeing with each other. Sometimes it’s pages of people just agreeing and patting each other on the back. Diversity of opinions and more posters with different view points would be better imo.
Some guy told me that Pondus keeps accusing him of being me lol. Pondus and Kev, sheesh. But they are men close to our age. I mean I’m not mad at that guy who is 46 and dating a 21 year old woman? If he’s happy then who am I to rain on his parade?
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Originally Posted By Cass40⏩
I remember reading that article about the family and how they marketed oxy this way.yeah they sold the oxy as this new "miracle drug" that won't cause addiction and had commercials etc. and of course pain patients were glad to know there was a new drug that will help them.
I have a family member who had back trouble and took the max amount of oxy. It took him 4 years and methadone to get off of it and now he has to take sleep meds, so yet another controlled substance. So much for oxy being non-addictive.
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Originally Posted By RocknRollMuscle⏩
People get addicted to porn/sex. Just not everyone loses their job, house and ends up homeless due to sex as easily as they would to opiates.dat dopamine rush.
sadly these single mom raised kids don't realize going on vacation, sex and hobbies can give u that same rush without the danger.
but hey, people want that rush NOW. Except, there's always a downside to everything. Hanging wiht losers who do it doesn't help.
sadly these single mom raised kids don't realize going on vacation, sex and hobbies can give u that same rush without the danger.
but hey, people want that rush NOW. Except, there's always a downside to everything. Hanging wiht losers who do it doesn't help.
02-22-2021, 11:17 AM
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
I think he just got annoyed with you that one day about his assets as he doesn’t want gold diggers He’ll probably changed his mind if you PM him.Yes I think Lucy pushes people out with different opinions. He’s going to end up with a tiny club of people just all agreeing with each other all of the time.
Yes RH is dead and I wouldn’t make a thread there.
Yes RH is dead and I wouldn’t make a thread there.
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Originally Posted By DustinTheHuss⏩
If you know you know. Unfortunately it's really popular and trendy to claim anxiety these days and it's been diluted to the point where it's meaningless, not that I ever would share this sort of thing with anybody in real life anyhow.When you literally can't work and are in hell 24/7 due to the worst anxiety known to man with severe chest, stomach pain and feeling like you have 10 million bumble bees in your body, and your heart pounding 24/7, you will crawl to any relief. It's human nature. If a pill from a doctor provides relief, you take it.
It's hard to describe to those who haven't gone through it. Think about the panic attack you had, but then it won't go away and is with you all of the time.
Luckily you didn't take ***** long term as it's one of the most highly addictive benzos. You can get hooked on those after a couple of weeks of use.
It's hard to describe to those who haven't gone through it. Think about the panic attack you had, but then it won't go away and is with you all of the time.
Luckily you didn't take ***** long term as it's one of the most highly addictive benzos. You can get hooked on those after a couple of weeks of use.
Have you tried hard cardio at all? Outside of sedatives I don't think anything else comes close in terms of physiological relief, and obviously there is no dependence or negative rebound effects.
The effectiveness of benzos, alongside them not being viable as a long term option, is somewhat torturous. Like what the **** why can't they just make something that is similarly effective that doesn't completely lose effectiveness
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Originally Posted By Cass40⏩
Anxiety is a natural part of life, and also is amplified by unhealthy lifestyles. Maybe that's where some of the surge is coming from. The rest is mostly fetishization of mental illness in my view.Why do so many people have anxiety? I've almost never had anxiety in my life. It's very very rare. I do have mood swings and anger sometimes but never anxiety.
Mine is somewhat genetic. Autism spectrum runs hard in my family, and my father has the same extreme social discomfort that I inherited. It probably served a purpose genetically in certain environments
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Originally Posted By DizzySmalls⏩
Yeah cardio helped a little, but when I stopped the anxiety returned. It was so bad that I kept leaving work to walk out in the hills for some relief, only to return to my office and the anxiety surged again. My body could only do so much cardio.If you know you know. Unfortunately it's really popular and trendy to claim anxiety these days and it's been diluted to the point where it's meaningless, not that I ever would share this sort of thing with anybody in real life anyhow.
Have you tried hard cardio at all? Outside of sedatives I don't think anything else comes close in terms of physiological relief, and obviously there is no dependence or negative rebound effects.
The effectiveness of benzos, alongside them not being viable as a long term option, is somewhat torturous. Like what the **** why can't they just make something that is similarly effective that doesn't completely lose effectiveness
Have you tried hard cardio at all? Outside of sedatives I don't think anything else comes close in terms of physiological relief, and obviously there is no dependence or negative rebound effects.
The effectiveness of benzos, alongside them not being viable as a long term option, is somewhat torturous. Like what the **** why can't they just make something that is similarly effective that doesn't completely lose effectiveness
But I was also recently hospitalized for anorexia, so the 24/7 anxiety hit when I was in recovery for 6 months and hated the weight gain. It just didn’t really get handled until Lexapro was invented, and that mixed with Buspar and Benzos.
I think anxiety is worse these days with technology and a fast paced modern lifestyle. We didn’t have this when we worked on farms in the 1800s.
But genetically I had a Grandma who had severe anxiety and was bedridden for 4 years. Luckily she didn’t have to worry about performing at an office job since she was a housewife.
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What type of circles do you guys hangout in lol
I didn’t know a single person that uses opioids or was friends with that went on to use them.
Must be a middle America thing.
You guys all from Memphis or some chit?
I didn’t know a single person that uses opioids or was friends with that went on to use them.
Must be a middle America thing.
You guys all from Memphis or some chit?
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
SilenceHijacks strikes again.Yes he seems obsessed with us idk why.
And he was in the Matches dating thread even though he has no interest in dating.
He seems to hate women other than for hookup sex.
And he was in the Matches dating thread even though he has no interest in dating.
He seems to hate women other than for hookup sex.
Just look at this page alone. Smh.
I appreciate your enthusiasm to participate. please multiquote.
None of the above constitutes legal advice nor should be interpreted as such.
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
Cute and he's right, you just need cuddles.Yeah my fwb and best friend are both like that. No anxiety ever. No depression ever. Just really stable mentally.
I rarely had anxiety when I was young. I think mine came from the emotionally abusive situation with my ex and the cognitive dissonance and trauma. It’s a PTSD symptom.
I’ve asked my fwb multiple times if he doesn’t mind that I have mental health problems. But he always says nah. Then if I press him if he really doesn’t mind. He’ll say “you just need cuddles b”
I rarely had anxiety when I was young. I think mine came from the emotionally abusive situation with my ex and the cognitive dissonance and trauma. It’s a PTSD symptom.
I’ve asked my fwb multiple times if he doesn’t mind that I have mental health problems. But he always says nah. Then if I press him if he really doesn’t mind. He’ll say “you just need cuddles b”

I'm not like your friends though because I have mild depression sometimes. But it just makes me want to sleep, not feel anxious. It's like the opposite of anxiety, I feel lethargic.
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Originally Posted By notbadnotbrad⏩
You probably do. It's not something people tend to shareWhat type of circles do you guys hangout in lol
I didn’t know a single person that uses opioids or was friends with that went on to use them.
Must be a middle America thing.
You guys all from Memphis or some chit?
I didn’t know a single person that uses opioids or was friends with that went on to use them.
Must be a middle America thing.
You guys all from Memphis or some chit?
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