woke up today feeling empty

i don't want to game, code, exercise, or even relax

haven't watched tv or a movie in weeks

been doing nothing but rounds of interviewing (multiple for the same companies) and irregular sleeping

last place i interviewed at left me wondering why i'm so pessimistic when my interviewer (cheery young gal, prob my age) seemed so kind and gave me the best interview i've ever had. i know she's paid to be professional, but the 1-on-1 felt nice since i've been getting grilled by multiple panel interviews. it felt warm misc, fuark.

not even tired im just

send help pl0x

i reconnected with a bro from the old days so i might catch up with him this week

dear diary

(this is not a call for help i prob should lay off the sugar tho)

didn't read

post ur penor on the misc, it's a lot of fun srs