I picked up this habit when I was in the hospital for a mental health thing. It was a mental hospital with nothing to do, so I would just go to my room and sleep no matter how much I didn't feel like it.

Now I'm at a group house with nothing to do.

Soon to be in an apartment with nothing to do.

I have a computer, so I'm just gonna use that to play video games like I have. I also have a phone.

Nothing to do, but to keep my head down and play a video game.

I feel tormented because of my mental illness and I can only relate to other mentalcels on YouTube who I found who were talking about their experiences in the psych ward like I did on my channel.

Mentalcel is like incel, except you're not an incel, you're just mental, so girls don't want you for that reason. I've gotten women before. Currently fat, but used to have a six pack and lifted regularly.

Anyway…