The thing is these girls tend to like me back even though I am 6'2 240-250 with a beard.

I wouldn't mind a girl being older, but it's just that the girls that I do like in the gym for example are this age.

In one of the other gyms I went to lsat year I had some pt girl who worked there crazy in love with me, always looking at me and getting uneasy with other girls around me. She was only 20 years old and when you're 30 the youth is definitely something that turns you on in a girl. The reason i couldn't pursue it was because I was having some serious issues with feeling like my soul was on fire and I was always in pain, etc and could not feel pleasure. Otherwise I would have talked to her more.

Girls my age are either married or they have serious baggage and even the nice ones have a bodycount of more than 'quite a few' - there are virgin 30 year olds but they are like super conservative Christian arab girls, for example.

I can't see my self not liking a 21 year old girl… They are just nicer, friendlier, haave smooth soft skin and nice faces, etc.

is that news or something? i'll be 70 and still attracted to 20 year olds