not sure if I should rep you or neg you to be honest....

What's wrong?

The science behind psychology would suggest that people who do things as heinous as someone like Bundy did are typically both born with a predisposition to psycopathic feelings/lack of feelings, and had a terrible upbringing. The criminal psychiatrist/psychologist dude who interviewed mob hitman and general serial killer Richard Kuklinske went into good detail about it.

He looks evil here

Honestly I think there are very few people who are born sociopaths/psychopaths. Kuklinski was heavily abused as a kid. There's speculation Bundy was too.

I have borderline personality disorder, paranoid personality disorder and traits of anti social personalty disorder {sociopathy} as well as complex ptsd,diagnosed by a psychiatrist and assessed by several others including a forensic psychiatrist,this is because unlike most men with my history and current issues I was not put in a prison when I finally snapped but was instead declared to be not in control of myself and I was sectioned under the mental health act. I went so crazy the crown prosecution service said it wasn't in public interest to prosecute me and I was sent to a medium secure unit called brockfield house . I have discussed my life ,from adulthood to childhood experiences as well as the various mental illness's and criminality within the generations of my family with several psychologists also. I also have spoken to several other patients male and female who have done worse,lesser or similar things to what I did. I would say what causes people like us, is a mix of factors .But not everyone is the same as sometimes a single factor has a greater weight,for instance sometimes drug abuse is involved which makes the personality disorder worse, other times drug abuse is not involved and it's person how the person is . I would say there are some commonalities though. There tends to be a family history of mental illness, maybe not always severe mental illness such as schizophrenia, but often depression and anxiety. There is often also a family history of violence, generational violence which causes dysfunction within a family. Then a child is born who due to genetics or trick of nature is born 'sensitive' and maybe a bit slow in development. He/she is then brought up in that kind of family. If the senstive child was brought up in a more stable family, if he hadn't had such a difficult time in school due to bullying and isolation /feeling different, it's possible both he and society might 'get away with it' and he becomes a pretty productive law abiding stable adult. Unfortunate that sometimes does not happen.

I have been told at various times by different 'professionals' that I and my brother 'never had a chance', My brother has the same issues as me but to a lesser extent. He wasn't given the 'attention' I was given by my sick in the head mother. I have also been told the doctors were shocked I have managed to be in society without getting into trouble for so long and it gives them hope I won't do it again and go down the same bad routes I did again. I was basically a classical ticking time bomb . Fortuntely when I blew up, I attempted to chop up a minor league drug dealer with a machete in the street because he had been blasting bass music from his property and after I asked him to turn it down he threatened me , luckily for him and me I was in a my underwear and when I was chasing him down a crowded street {apparently someone ran into the road to avoid me and caused a minor car crash on the road} I cut my foot on broken glass and he got away but the doctors believe as I do if I have caught him I would have indeed chopped him up. I could have done much worse, and I privately think the reason the law went easy on me was just who had chased down the road,so I got lucky and was given another chance as no one likes a drug dealer no one would have missed him . Couple of years in a secure unit and I was let out.

But anyway, I understand people like bundy, deep down it all stems from anger, hatred of society,and a deep feeling of inadequacy no matter how charming and likeable he might have seemed at times.Deep down he absolutely despised himself. As I do, I despise myself more than I do other human beings. I have a different take on society, human beings ,life in general to other people, But I have learnt that if I want to not go down the route I went down again and get into trouble with the law I need to keep myself around other people and not self isolate, as the more I isolate the more unpleasant my thoughts and urges are.

In other words, you are a psychopath